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Saturday, January 20, 2007
1428H
Happy new year to all Muslims! Be good, all. Smiley face.

I've received the form for the pre-registration consolidation placement. In my own terms, the last clinical attachment, Dante's Inferno. Alone, and with every possibility of being tormented by the preceptor. I don't like the whole idea. But many have gone through this and have made Survivor their life theme song, and came out being just like their respective preceptors. It's true. There's a high propensity of you mirroring your supposed tormentor. There's a theory, i just can't remember which.

My keyboard's gone kuku on me again. I can't highlight a chunk of words and delete it, i have to use the backspace only. One letter by one letter. This is driving me more nuts than the PRCP form. And i still haven't decided on the three areas of discipline i would like to work in. Even with limited choices, i still can't get a grip and be decisive for once. Be the Decisive Force, Join Army.

I don't know what i'm doing, honestly. I asked for guidance, i was shown a way, but i looked away a little too soon. Attention-seeker Attention-deficit disorder. Man am i confused. I have a sudden urge to throw stuff out of the window. It's either that or shave my head. It's 3AM and i don't trust my sense of reasoning. But at least i know i need to get my ass off the chair and go sleep. Pronto.

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fara // 02:39






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