Saturday, August 26, 2006
There is a shitload of work to do, things like my reading my long-overdue e-lectures and completing my long-overdue group assignments, and it doesn't help that my brain works as fast a pair of akinetic hands. It has remained dormant for so many years, i've forgotten how to use it well. Hello, brain! Wake up! Wake uppp!
I must have been possessed by the spirit of a bimbo. Either i have been meeting smartass people or i have been declining alot in the intelligence deparment (not that i'm ever really in there, hoho). I could have read up on current world issues, but i chose to sit and paint my nails and spent the next ten minutes getting over the horror of seeing my nails a deep blood red (and another ten minutes wondering if i was actually bleeding from the fingernails, and another five berating myself for being so dumb - fingernails do not bleed!).
And, as always, debate trainings. I do not know of any other person who has this certain inexplicable fear everytime they go for their CCA sessions. I must be a rare species.
Type: Weirdo
No. of species: 1
Who? Me.
But i'm not kidding, see, i get the jitters everytime i attend debate sessions. I'm afraid everyone will be able to see how dumb i really am and that i'm just a pretentious talk-cock talk-smart person. Haha no i'm not really like that, i just have an affinity to degrade myself just because i can. And of course nobody else can do that.
But i'm not a blonde Hilton, alright. According to my aunt, i started reading very early. Earlier than my cousins (either i was early, or my cousins were just.. late). I read the english papers, not just some Barney reads 1-2-3 or Elmo Goes to School. And i was the top student........ in Primary One! Wahahhaahahahah..!
And now... i'm struggling to keep my GPA afloat. I can't stay awake in lectures and lab sessions and tutorials (read: i'm never awake in school), my lecture notes are free of written notes because i am always more preoccupied in trying to keep my head from dropping onto Moonie's shoulder, i can't grasp concepts as readily as Moonie and Cher, i can't put 1 and 1 together... i'm just like a piece of jigsaw, i can't see the big picture. Haha i'm tired of being dumb, man.
Ok i'm fighting Bimbolitis. Wish me luck!
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fara // 19:54
There is a shitload of work to do, things like my reading my long-overdue e-lectures and completing my long-overdue group assignments, and it doesn't help that my brain works as fast a pair of akinetic hands. It has remained dormant for so many years, i've forgotten how to use it well. Hello, brain! Wake up! Wake uppp!
I must have been possessed by the spirit of a bimbo. Either i have been meeting smartass people or i have been declining alot in the intelligence deparment (not that i'm ever really in there, hoho). I could have read up on current world issues, but i chose to sit and paint my nails and spent the next ten minutes getting over the horror of seeing my nails a deep blood red (and another ten minutes wondering if i was actually bleeding from the fingernails, and another five berating myself for being so dumb - fingernails do not bleed!).
And, as always, debate trainings. I do not know of any other person who has this certain inexplicable fear everytime they go for their CCA sessions. I must be a rare species.
Type: Weirdo
No. of species: 1
Who? Me.
But i'm not kidding, see, i get the jitters everytime i attend debate sessions. I'm afraid everyone will be able to see how dumb i really am and that i'm just a pretentious talk-cock talk-smart person. Haha no i'm not really like that, i just have an affinity to degrade myself just because i can. And of course nobody else can do that.
But i'm not a blonde Hilton, alright. According to my aunt, i started reading very early. Earlier than my cousins (either i was early, or my cousins were just.. late). I read the english papers, not just some Barney reads 1-2-3 or Elmo Goes to School. And i was the top student........ in Primary One! Wahahhaahahahah..!
And now... i'm struggling to keep my GPA afloat. I can't stay awake in lectures and lab sessions and tutorials (read: i'm never awake in school), my lecture notes are free of written notes because i am always more preoccupied in trying to keep my head from dropping onto Moonie's shoulder, i can't grasp concepts as readily as Moonie and Cher, i can't put 1 and 1 together... i'm just like a piece of jigsaw, i can't see the big picture. Haha i'm tired of being dumb, man.
Ok i'm fighting Bimbolitis. Wish me luck!
fara // 19:54
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