Sunday, June 25, 2006
001. I can't wait for the new year so i've made my mid-year resolutions. With effect from whenever i say so (and that normally means never, normally), i shall refrain from complaining aloud. That's one. I will also abstain from cussing, regardless of the degree of offensiveness. And that's two. Okay i think that's enough resolutions.
002. My growing phobia of commitments are... well, growing. My fingers are shaking even as i'm typing c-o-m-m-i-(shaking shaking shaking) ack okay can't type no more. My mom tells me it isn't good to leave a job half-done, if i can help it. I should stick around and follow through til the end. So mostly, i do that. And i'm left partially traumatized. Probably here's where my phobia began.
003. When i'm reckless, i feel i am more in control of myself. But when i watch my steps, i go berserk and haywire and spiral out of control and i need to be sedated and chained to my bedposts til they're sure i'm dispossessed. I don't know how true this is but that's what i think/think i know.
004. Senior year in seven days' time. We're lagging, like so laidback i'm afraid we might whoops fall backwards with our arms flapping like chicken wings and legs flinging in the air. In English, it means UGLY. I don't know... my school's screwed up like that. My friends from the other schools are like half-a-semester smarter than us HealthSci Nuts. Oh i think i just complained. Er, damn?
005. Won't take my blue belt out for a walk. Not anytime soon. You were my first true love, and i'm sorry it had to end this way -- fast and abrupt. Someday, i'll pass my hakama to someone worthy of your love. Goodbye, Aikido. Please understand that i didn't leave you for archery, i didn't leave you for debates, i didn't leave you for another. Our harmony works against us and that's not what you taught me.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA okay yes, that was super corny. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!
Oh man. How i adore soybeans. And oh! I saw some cats getting it on yesterday. I'm not sure if i used that term correctly, though. BUT! Let's expect some kittens soooooooon! Whee.
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fara // 23:47
001. I can't wait for the new year so i've made my mid-year resolutions. With effect from whenever i say so (and that normally means never, normally), i shall refrain from complaining aloud. That's one. I will also abstain from cussing, regardless of the degree of offensiveness. And that's two. Okay i think that's enough resolutions.
002. My growing phobia of commitments are... well, growing. My fingers are shaking even as i'm typing c-o-m-m-i-(shaking shaking shaking) ack okay can't type no more. My mom tells me it isn't good to leave a job half-done, if i can help it. I should stick around and follow through til the end. So mostly, i do that. And i'm left partially traumatized. Probably here's where my phobia began.
003. When i'm reckless, i feel i am more in control of myself. But when i watch my steps, i go berserk and haywire and spiral out of control and i need to be sedated and chained to my bedposts til they're sure i'm dispossessed. I don't know how true this is but that's what i think/think i know.
004. Senior year in seven days' time. We're lagging, like so laidback i'm afraid we might whoops fall backwards with our arms flapping like chicken wings and legs flinging in the air. In English, it means UGLY. I don't know... my school's screwed up like that. My friends from the other schools are like half-a-semester smarter than us HealthSci Nuts. Oh i think i just complained. Er, damn?
005. Won't take my blue belt out for a walk. Not anytime soon. You were my first true love, and i'm sorry it had to end this way -- fast and abrupt. Someday, i'll pass my hakama to someone worthy of your love. Goodbye, Aikido. Please understand that i didn't leave you for archery, i didn't leave you for debates, i didn't leave you for another. Our harmony works against us and that's not what you taught me.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA okay yes, that was super corny. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!
Oh man. How i adore soybeans. And oh! I saw some cats getting it on yesterday. I'm not sure if i used that term correctly, though. BUT! Let's expect some kittens soooooooon! Whee.
fara // 23:47
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