Saturday, May 06, 2006
whatev
Next time i need to slap someone, i will direct it at myself instead.
It's not even self-prophecy, 'cause nobody said i was _______. But i go on and on labelling myself an ______. Which isn't healthy at all. Now i'm starting to believe i am, and driving people to acknowledge me as that, which often drives people up the wall. Okay i guess eventually it will lead to self-prophecy.
I set my frequency too early in life -- so early that i've tuned out almost everyone and everything. My thoughts don't connect like dots to dots, my speech don't flow like mucus out of my nostrils. I space out every five minutes, and it leaves me wondering if i'm being continuously fed with drugs.
I don't know what else to say. If i say more, i'll just start slapping myself.
You know, i sense there's this missing link in me since a long time back, probably way before i reach puberty (haha!), and it's gnawing at me but dammit i really can't quite put a finger on it. What ah? I think it's common sense. Or self-confidence. Or the ability to make sense. Whatever it is, i just know i've lost something.
I think it's my mind.
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fara // 00:48
whatev
Next time i need to slap someone, i will direct it at myself instead.
It's not even self-prophecy, 'cause nobody said i was _______. But i go on and on labelling myself an ______. Which isn't healthy at all. Now i'm starting to believe i am, and driving people to acknowledge me as that, which often drives people up the wall. Okay i guess eventually it will lead to self-prophecy.
I set my frequency too early in life -- so early that i've tuned out almost everyone and everything. My thoughts don't connect like dots to dots, my speech don't flow like mucus out of my nostrils. I space out every five minutes, and it leaves me wondering if i'm being continuously fed with drugs.
I don't know what else to say. If i say more, i'll just start slapping myself.
You know, i sense there's this missing link in me since a long time back, probably way before i reach puberty (haha!), and it's gnawing at me but dammit i really can't quite put a finger on it. What ah? I think it's common sense. Or self-confidence. Or the ability to make sense. Whatever it is, i just know i've lost something.
I think it's my mind.
fara // 00:48
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