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Friday, April 14, 2006
linger
I've been slapped with the same question time and again and i still can't dislodge the air bubble in my head that's b-b-block-block-block-king-ing so i'm really sorry i can't provide an answer to that and will you stop it already. Said idontknow.

Why did you take up the nursing profession knowing you wouldn't stay long in it? I don't know.
Why did you take up the nursing profession when you're already bent on chasing your childhood dream? I don't know.
Why did you take up the nursing profession when everyday all you think about is wishing you could do the things you've always wanted to do?

God. I don't know.

But there, i said it. I have doubts. I am fearful. I am anxious. Much distracted, especially with the absolute and dire need to eliminate you.to-e-rase-you. What little impact you have on me left a substantial dent but i can't explain in what sense it does. Just shaken. Strangely so, i see your face in everyone i meet. You haunting ghoul.

Now is probably not the time to mess up myself. Thus i shall brush off the crumbs off my skirt and hold my head up high and keep my feet grounded as i take a step forward, back into the world with everyone else.

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fara // 14:22






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