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Saturday, March 04, 2006
red inkd This world is vast, sure, but it's a small world after all. We're running in circles. Away or to. To and away. And nowhere seems safe to hide and it's not safe 'til you've got a hiding place. I feel safer in a large wide open space, and panic if placed in a corner. More so under lock and key. So it's not complete. I'll never know, not even if i beg God to tell me, where i went wrong. Or if i did went wrong. Maybe not. Like some opinions, there isn't a right and wrong and that's what's making it all so hard to comprehend. I chose, therefore i live with it. But i felt with my brain and thought with my heart, so confusion got confused and refused to disentangle the loose strings. Born a screwball, bebeh, and making the best out of it. Had two games, lost out on both. 'Cause i bummed out, weaklings don't last long. It's one big fraygin' test and you know how much i detest tests! ...... Puns are so punny. It's just a small nag at the back of the head. It'll go away soon, like it always does. Unlike the academic tormentors that manifest themselves as... the big shit of an exam! Notice the singularity -- strategically used to pose as a consolation. As always, denial. ...... Exams! Haha, boo ya! It's okay, have faith. Be nice, don't curse, and soon you'll starting seeing rainbows everywhere. Will make the best out of it all. I'm sorry, to whom it may concern. My story's been red inked all over. fara // 22:45 |